Monday, April 16, 2012
Its my off day today for after 7 days of working. And i miss blogging. There so much to blogged about. Theres so much things that've been happen. is just that i got no time to blogg. So i just get back my lappy. So yah im having free time to blog. The last active blog it was on nov 2010. 2 years was a long time. Breaking up moment was never easy, moving on was more difficult. Making friends wasnt easy. Fear was everywhere. Saying goodbye was hard. And 2 yrs is not a day two. Getting to know a new person was such a hard decision to do. Ive been telling myself not to be in confuse state anymore, i mean is like having a time of my own. Rather then have a complicated life of having sumone to share ur life with. I noe somtimes i get lonely, but after awhile i get used to it. Is not a right time for me to settle down. Im young and i got alot of things to learn. Marriage is a life decision for me. As i HAVE NOT gave my parents food to eat its a funny thing to think to get married at a young age. pfftt. And yes ofcos i got a dream to get married at a young age. And have babies on my own when i was little. As i grew responsiblity was all on my back. Reality hit me so hard. But life have to move on. All i wanted was peace. And now im ready to say "IVE MOVE ON" Everyone have their own story line. And i pray my future will be good. Insyallah. Amin.