Saturday, June 27, 2009
Seriously i had farked up life this few days.Such a pity that its the same with u here next to me or not.
So seem dosent see any different.
Still u dont even console me.
Such asshole!
Finding back the true me.
The true me is that people will never step onto my head.
Noted to myself. I'll take this time to concentrate on me. And I got possibility to keep me company. NO matter how hard u pressure me.
I still have my family.
Im in love with the old u not the new u so i guess i should back off.
My family need me more then u.
And i had more responsibilities now.
So what should i wanna care more about.
This is all i noe.. Wat goes around comes around.
If u think its unfair.
Its unfair for me too.
NAIVE AND EGO!
OK so carlobeyteh! And gd nite!
PS.dont be such drama queen/two faces. It will eat urself up.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Im CRAVING FOR WALNUT ROCKY SIZZLING PAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND A BANANA CRUMBLE!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Faking all the smile that i had made.Its not worth while.
Just be happy with what i had now and concentrate on myself.
I'M ALONE NOW lyrics BEYONCE
It really hurts to say this yes it does
But after a while sweet love just aint enough
So many settle for less just because
Maybe I'm more in love with what it was
But what's gets so confusing baby
You and me
It's been so much confusion lately
You couldn't see that you were losing me
Well I'm alone now but I ain't lonely
I'm on my own now
But I ain't the only
Honestly I'm fine
I'll take this time to concentrate on me
And I got possibility to keep me company
Won't you just assume he doesn't care
To internalize it all isn't fare
So I address the problem so that he's aware
But I still feel all alone even when he's there
Maybe we can fix it baby
I know we can
If I make you miss it baby
Then maybe you will understand
That I'm alone now but I ain't lonely
I'm on my own now
But I ain't the only
Honestly I'm fine
I'll take this time to concentrate on me
And I got possibility to keep me company
Well I'm alone now but I ain't lonely
I'm on my own now
But I ain't the only
Honestly I'm fine
I'll take this time to concentrate on me
And I got possibility to keep me company
Monday, June 22, 2009
So yesterday planned was to go for interview.So yah! I did went. It was recommended by yanie.
So she accompany me and anna there as we dont even know where's the place.
So hopefully we are shortlisted*fingerscross*
They say they will arrange us the training and all.
So currently am blogging. This bam bam wahidah is beside me right now.
psst..she cabot skola..so naughty!
Shes currently surveying for phone in the net.
Thanks to her accompany. I wash all my makeup brushes..
If she were'nt here i guess i might be lazy to wash it. heh:)
And for now i just got nothing to do other then den surving the net or watching tv or even eat or etc..hhah!!
So i guess i'll update soon if i were to go out wif this bambam as shes already getting crazy of getting her new "bam bam flinston" cursor.. Shes keeping saying BAM BAM!!!!!!!!
So irritating!!:)hehehhehe! JOKING!!!!!!!
WHAT MORE???
What more does this faggot wants??Seriously it really was playing game with me am i right.
I am RIGHT!!
1st telling me to deny all the history.
And last minute saying that all of the history was true.
What? What do u intend to do or want this particular person to think of u.
What? U're the gd hearted person..??
Awww.. How could i find a person as good as u..aww..??
haha!! Sory geng!! I knoe u inside out.
So theres no need to pretend to be innocent and gd hearted or even a adviser.
Think it back. Ur life isnt tat perfect either so dont act like a counselor to everyone.
It just yikes me!!
Ps.I noe u very well geng..jgn nk act innocent kt sini ey.. JIJIK!! Go take ur stuff and away from mine.
And btw i miss this bambam trucklots!! Can i meet him real soon!!!! Naz come here and bring him here!!!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
I miss having photoshoots!!!
Hello here are all my work piece that i had done photoshooting.
This is not the latest..
So the latest will come soon.
And i'll update here aite!
Its been so busy this past few month.
And i dnt even have the time to do as i was also lazy now adays..
And i miss PHOTOSHOOTING!!
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Hello earthlings!! Im damn pissed off right now. My another account "sugarspiceseverythingnice.blogspot.com" is been hanging for hours. I just dont know y. And all of my blogskins have change to html/fonts tat are not recognise. Something happen but i dont know what. Im so sad tat all the post were stuck there. Nothing can be done now. My apology that you guys have to link me back.:)
Life have been so complicated this pass few days. I just hope it will be getting better as days comes by. I learn alot. From good to bad to bad to worst. Learn to accept the fact that somtimes it dosent meant to be urs.Or it will meant to be urs, just wait till the time to come.
Yesterday yanie,herman and 1 of his fren came by slacking outside my house. Talk here and there and laugh our ass out. I was bored 1stly at home. Then anna came by wif her "boifie".heh!!Anna...hahhah! We was playing all sort of game in facebook. So sory lin i get occupied with ur facebook. So syiok! They have alot of game there. And as i just join Dragon wars. As my brother force me to play that game. And2 i play sorority life and not to forget my pet in Pet society.heh! And as i wasnt expected at all. Some1. yes! Someone i love. He was here just for awhile. Just to keep me accompany i guess.
Sidetrack i guess there must be something bad gonna happen sooner or later near my house area. 1st me and my gerls were phobia of that psycotic lady. And yesterday incident was there was a robbed scene. A malay auntie was rob near my blk at around 1+. Lucky there was some people who was slacking under the Void deck. So they can help the auntie and be the witness. And the infos was a guy who drive a car that rob the auntie. She was beated by the men. How heartless human is now a days. Mati tk nk!!
ps; i hope wat u say to me yesterday was truly from ur heart not from the mouth.