Monday, April 16, 2012
Its my off day today for after 7 days of working. And i miss blogging. There so much to blogged about. Theres so much things that've been happen. is just that i got no time to blogg. So i just get back my lappy. So yah im having free time to blog. The last active blog it was on nov 2010. 2 years was a long time. Breaking up moment was never easy, moving on was more difficult. Making friends wasnt easy. Fear was everywhere. Saying goodbye was hard. And 2 yrs is not a day two. Getting to know a new person was such a hard decision to do. Ive been telling myself not to be in confuse state anymore, i mean is like having a time of my own. Rather then have a complicated life of having sumone to share ur life with. I noe somtimes i get lonely, but after awhile i get used to it. Is not a right time for me to settle down. Im young and i got alot of things to learn. Marriage is a life decision for me. As i HAVE NOT gave my parents food to eat its a funny thing to think to get married at a young age. pfftt. And yes ofcos i got a dream to get married at a young age. And have babies on my own when i was little. As i grew responsiblity was all on my back. Reality hit me so hard. But life have to move on. All i wanted was peace. And now im ready to say "IVE MOVE ON" Everyone have their own story line. And i pray my future will be good. Insyallah. Amin.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
2012
It is soo dusty here! heh! its been a long time since i blog.. its 2012! Its a life changing after the last broke up.. Ive been keeping all the feelings i had this years.. and i guess i should start writing again.. Life is nt cruel only human is.. what matters nw is my family.. And yah my 1st time blog using Iphone.. lol! As i was saying human is cruel.. what i mean is every one is not perfect. so do me.. I may not born with perfectly perfect features.. but god gave me a perfect brain for me to think wisely, a perfect eyes for me to see and learn, a perfect ear for me to hear and understand, a perfect mouth to talk with respect, a perfect hand for me to help others when inneed, a perfect leg for me to go to work to be independent and to lead my right way of life.. On top of all that i appreciate with everything tat god gave me and nothing else matter.. syukur alhamdullilah.. ill update sooner..
