Monday, January 17, 2011
This is the only place that i can pour my hearts out!! Arrggghhh! I felt so fucked up today!! Because the only thing that i wanted was you to smile.. Thats all. I didnt ask for any expensive stuff. The only expensive thing. That i want you to do is do the things u wanted with me naturally. I dont force u in anyways. And it feel sucks!! When a moment you say u want everything and suddenly you dont want a thing.. Today i just feel so unwanted. I dont please you to love me and want me. Please do it naturally.. Mean what you say.. Sleeping With a heavy heart.. ;,(