Monday, January 17, 2011
This is the only place that i can pour my hearts out!! Arrggghhh! I felt so fucked up today!! Because the only thing that i wanted was you to smile.. Thats all. I didnt ask for any expensive stuff. The only expensive thing. That i want you to do is do the things u wanted with me naturally. I dont force u in anyways. And it feel sucks!! When a moment you say u want everything and suddenly you dont want a thing.. Today i just feel so unwanted. I dont please you to love me and want me. Please do it naturally.. Mean what you say.. Sleeping With a heavy heart.. ;,(
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Im full of question marks on my head. Nothing is perfect in this world. Everything will start with failure and end with success. I just need those strong leg of mine to stand strong even though im falling apart, me myself and i are the one whose gonna go thru. Life is too complicated sumtimez. People will tend to not appreciate u like how u appreciate them, people will not love u as much as u love dem, people wouldnt care much bout u on how u care so much bout them. Thats life, life is unfair. If it is obstacles dosent exist in the dictionary. Brrr..