Tuesday, November 17, 2009
its been so long ive update e blog of mine. lappy is still with dad. ok lets strt about life.ok life is been unfair to me lately. im halfly dead and halfly alive. making myself busy with work and friend. juz wanted to slip tat somebody frm my mind. i juz cnt stop thinking. tp is coming soon. so here i am upgrading my life. am searching for fulltime job for nw. bucking my life up at where i left it wasted. love life was a fullstop for him but not for me. i noe wat im feeling and doing. dont call me stupid as i noe wat im leading in life is juz a matter of time i juz put it on gods hand.if he mend to b mine den its mine. its hard letting go bcos wat i've gone through is way to far n im stil holding to tat promises u ask me "to go through thick n thin". n i noe 1 day to tat some1 whose makin my love life down e drain i hope u hv a miserable life to come. friends has been e cupcake of mine.makin me smile eventhough they noe deep inside theres an empty feelings.. 4 u tat i noe ull be reading dis ilytm..n i noe u noe y..