Thursday, July 30, 2009
Im BLOODY-FULLED right now. i mean bloated..;)gheh!
hahha! Sorry Anna i wake up late just now.
I promise her to wake up at 12 but end up i wakeup at 2.30.
But den went to the shower at 2.45.
Our planned was actually to go to ubi. To renew my PDL n booked my TP.
But to wake up at 2.30 is already late.. Because Anna is working today at 6.
So den we make our 1st stop to buy our makeup stuff at TM Watsons.
Den off to have our lunch at Pizza Hut. Thats the part dis little girl full filled her craving things.
Then off to window shopping.
Buy some stuff at Cotton on. And off she goes to work and i went home.
And now im looking for people whose willing to go to karaoke with me today??;)
hehehheh!!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
HOPING IS NOT THE BEST THING TO FEEL.
When u've hope and that HOPE just fall to the drain just like tat u'll become HOPELESS..
Many things go through my mind but i only have little things to say.
This is another way that i can spilled my feelings.
Its easy to say let go but it is hard to do.
Love really make people blind and willing to do every sacrifices.
Im not saying without experience.
Im facing it all this while.
Its a heartache to hear that i give u a hard time all this while.
Im really sorry of my wrong doings.
Please just forgive me.
And the BIGGEST thing that i made that i already mantion on my previous post was "GOING CLUB WHEN HIS MOM WAS WARDED IN ICU".
And i guess people will never forgive me when i did that.
But i have my reason on it.
I GUESS IF I LOVE SOMEONE I SHOULD LET HIM GO.
But in another way of my thinking was im giving up my love.
IM JUST SO CONFUSE.
And im tripping.
Monday, July 20, 2009
So yesterday night was spending the time with my LOVELIES... I really miss those late night slack.. And atlast we did it with full attendance.. With those advice insyallah i can make it through.. Thks all for all ur LOVE. And i Love you all TRUCKLOTS!
GUESS WAT??!!
I JUST TOOK MY OLD MEMORY CARD FROM YAN..
AND DIS IS FARKING FUNNY, MEMORIABLE AND ETC...
DIS WAS IN 2005-2007 OR 2008
Saturday, July 18, 2009
tag reply
Joann: Hi. Hw r u lately? Btw i am trying to gather all Nt people in facebook.. Click the link to join us k. Thanks..
me:im doing fine..hw can i join u when i have no fb..hehe~~ jus keep me update here ok darling..
annasky: weik aunty uh,cn give me 1 BIGGAMACA MEAL..haha..ke kau nk aku sebut clear2 kat depan kau?woit,da lah,enjoy singlehood for the time being...put all those **** aside..release all those heartpain for nw
me:siol!!biggamaca meal!!!hahah!!tkpe tk yah nk sebot aku pecah perut nnnti..enjoy singlehood abes..hahah!
syaz: hey hun, cheer up alright.. hugs.
me:will do love..thks..*hugs*
Nur: Relink aku. ((:
me:alamak!!bdk kecik nie isik reink je la!!!
BoutiQueen: Home of The Queens - 20% discount on all instock items. T&C apply. Come on babes, visit us now!
me:ok noted!!;)
abbyhotty: eyy, memang kau type thurs peeeeee~~~
me:ok nie part aku da blur ok..sory!
lin: b strong i love u!
me:thks baby for bein there!!ilyt!!
jannah: biler agaknye kau nk gi karaoke ngn aku ehk?? tgh tunngu nie...
jannah: eyy baybay...b strong k...i hope u'll overcome all of dis patiently...
me:bler ehk??!!ntah!ko la mcm biskut kejap ade kejap hlng..
abbyhotty: ouh yeah. kau nye man tu nk ikot tau!
me:ikkot la ckp ng die!!!
lin: tanx for the late nite convo n webcam!ily!
me:ur welcome dear!!
Yanie: nis,nasi KANG-KANG SATOOO!!HAHAHAHA.nsi tu kn,dia add INGREDIENT DALAMAN SPESIALl siol smp org hypnotize ek.bayekk.
me:S.P.E.E.C.H.L.E.S.S.
abbyhotty: sungguh marah.com kamu. nti kite tgk wyg k!
me: marah??lol!
rin: relink
me:done reink!:)
Thursday, July 16, 2009
COMPLICATED
CONFUSION
THANKS TO ALL THE LOVELIES AND 1 OF IT WAS THE ABOVE WHO POST AN ENTRY TO ME. I HAD NO ONE TO TURN TO AND LUCKY I CALLED HER AND SHE DID CHEER ME UP AND GIVE THE HEARING EAR ALL DAY. AFTER 1 ANOTHER, NANA CAME TO MEET ME, WAHIDAH TALK TO ME ON THE PHONE AND CAME BY, ANNA WAS ALL THE WAY CHEER ME UP WHEN I WAS AT WORK. MAKING ME LAUGH BCOS OF HER "BIGGAMACA MEAL". DAYS BEFORE DYLA CAME WITH BBY IQAH WAS SHOCKED. I WAS ACTED NORMAL BUT THIS BBY GIRL TOLD TAT I WAS SAD. MAKING HER SIGN LANGUAGE MAKING ME MELT TELLING IM SAD. ITS HARD THIS FEW DAYS WITH SOMEONE I CHERISH AND FAMILY. IM SPEECHLESS NOW. AND HARTLESS.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
To whome it maybe concern,
If u are passing by here.
Read this and get this is mind.
Yes i am in love wif u, but not wat u r now.
Im in love with u, the old u.
Yes im the BAD ones that i can't deny.
Im one HEARTLESS BIT*H,
Being in the club when u r inneed and when u are at ur lowest.
But to think it through again.
U make 1 hell of my life a roller coaster.
Yah my bad!! Bcos of me u are changing tat someone tat i dnt even noe??
Im clueless..? My heart are really NUMB tat is wat i can say now.
At first u had the key to my heart and for now u've lost the key to heart.
Thanks to u that i noe wat love really means and thks to u i dnt noe how to fall in love again..
At first it was just a crack to my heart and now its broken into pieces.
I HATE FACKERS!!!
SOMEONE SAY HE LOVES ME!
BUT SACRIFICE SHITS TO OTHER BIT*H!
DONT EVEN DARE TO BUY MY STUFF WITH ITS OWN BARE HANDS BUT BUY OTHER PEOPLE STUFF WITH HIS OWN BARE HANDS!!!
9 LETTERS;
H.E.A.R.T.L.E.S.S.
Friday, July 10, 2009
LIFE DOSEN'T ALWAYS GO YOUR WAY.
JUST LOOK UP AND NEVER TO LOOK DOWN.
WHATEVER MISTAKE YOU'VE DONE NEVER REGRET JUST LESSON LEARN.
IN LIFE YOU NEED TO LEARN SOME NEW THINGS.
IF LIFE ALWEAS GOES UR WAY MEANT YOU NEVER TRIED NEW THING IN LIFE.
PS: NEVER BREAK 4 THINGS IN LIFE,
-TRUST
-PROMISE
-RELATION
AND HEART BECAUSE WHEN THEY BREAK THEY DONT MAKE NOISE BUT PAINS ALOT.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Ok today's time was spending at home.
Everyone was here.
Wahidah, anna, Yanie and her bf whose bdae is today..
So happy bdae bario!!
Was shisha-ing at home..
Nothing special was done.
Talking crap and suddenly talking about my love life.
ok cut the crap.
Nothing much to elaborate more.
Wat past is past.
And im gonna see wats coming up to me in life.
And im gonna say this i wont be in a reltionship until im all settled.
Monday, July 6, 2009
helo earthlings!
Those pictures were all yesterday picture after attented to yan's sister wedding.
And off im off to work..
But before that had a chat with dis pmpn gler..
ps : dissapoinment. heartbreak. no more tears to cry. had enuf. and lets move on.
And the other note will be mumy's comin bck home soon..
And yanie is home!! yahooo!!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
ok quick post! im home from work. Time check is 5.25am. Im TOTALLY PIST!
NO one left me the durian. Im soo soo sad..
I WANT TO EAT DURIAN CAN??!!
ANYONE CAN BUY FOR ME???!
IM CRAVING FOR IT..
Speaking of craving im craving for HOTCAKES AND BIG BREAKFAST AND NOT TO FORGET MAC SPICY.
Ok 1 of the craving food is MEE Goreng at safron that have been ticked by yan.
He treat me yesterday at safron. heh!
yum2!! But i forgt about the mata lembu. DAMN!
ok now im off to bed.. im very T.I.R.E.D!!!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Hello ladies... Since i have the free time to update. I'll update. So yest was having prac since Lin was asking i can tell u was chicken bcos yesterday i have to drive auto car. And i thought of booking my TP but the counter have close. Bcos i took a night lesson for Auto. After i went ubi, Gf nana pick me up there since i was requesting. Bcos ubi was damn scary. The feel of lost was there.. hah! She sent me home for me to have my dinner and off to work at 11+ since im working at12. So for work big bro took me there.Call Anna and she ordered of her tak habis2 drink it was redbull. Tell u wat anna another few years kaki kau kodong.. hahha!!
OK so today im working at 7pm so after this i have to do my home chores. And was visiting Lin's blog and i was "terasa" I wonder who did she dedicate the post to?
"My girlfriend are the rangers that bring lights to my dull world. Who stand soul by souleach day withoutwe realsing they were there. They are humans who gave words of wisdom without putting shame. The one who always bring colours and make it so lively everday.
Dear gf, when love knock you down pull yourselves up. I believe you are strong to face each and every obstacles that came in and out. It just making you a stronger person. Gf i dont have to be there everytime to stand through as my soul are with you.
Dont feel the lose of me where you know i always loves you. Dry every tears that you once shed wet them with your beautiful smile. Prove the world and yourselves you deserve much more then love. Lastly gf , always remember that i always hold you next to me. ILY."
It really touches me. Everyone has given me this advice "part and parcel in life". But its hard to handle somtime. The misses that i had is unspoken..