"✿LIVING WIF HER DELIGHTFUL LIFE - ɑɴɩѕ сносо✿"

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Short vacation with cousin

Continue to write again or post some pics theres alot more to come..heh!

Monday, April 16, 2012

Its my off day today for after 7 days of working. And i miss blogging. There so much to blogged about. Theres so much things that've been happen. is just that i got no time to blogg. So i just get back my lappy. So yah im having free time to blog. The last active blog it was on nov 2010. 2 years was a long time. Breaking up moment was never easy, moving on was more difficult. Making friends wasnt easy. Fear was everywhere. Saying goodbye was hard. And 2 yrs is not a day two. Getting to know a new person was such a hard decision to do. Ive been telling myself not to be in confuse state anymore, i mean is like having a time of my own. Rather then have a complicated life of having sumone to share ur life with. I noe somtimes i get lonely, but after awhile i get used to it. Is not a right time for me to settle down. Im young and i got alot of things to learn. Marriage is a life decision for me. As i HAVE NOT gave my parents food to eat its a funny thing to think to get married at a young age. pfftt. And yes ofcos i got a dream to get married at a young age. And have babies on my own when i was little. As i grew responsiblity was all on my back. Reality hit me so hard. But life have to move on. All i wanted was peace. And now im ready to say "IVE MOVE ON" Everyone have their own story line. And i pray my future will be good. Insyallah. Amin.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

2012

It is soo dusty here! heh! its been a long time since i blog.. its 2012! Its a life changing after the last broke up.. Ive been keeping all the feelings i had this years.. and i guess i should start writing again.. Life is nt cruel only human is.. what matters nw is my family.. And yah my 1st time blog using Iphone.. lol! As i was saying human is cruel.. what i mean is every one is not perfect. so do me.. I may not born with perfectly perfect features.. but god gave me a perfect brain for me to think wisely, a perfect eyes for me to see and learn, a perfect ear for me to hear and understand, a perfect mouth to talk with respect, a perfect hand for me to help others when inneed, a perfect leg for me to go to work to be independent and to lead my right way of life.. On top of all that i appreciate with everything tat god gave me and nothing else matter.. syukur alhamdullilah.. ill update sooner..

Monday, January 17, 2011

This is the only place that i can pour my hearts out!! Arrggghhh! I felt so fucked up today!! Because the only thing that i wanted was you to smile.. Thats all. I didnt ask for any expensive stuff. The only expensive thing. That i want you to do is do the things u wanted with me naturally. I dont force u in anyways. And it feel sucks!! When a moment you say u want everything and suddenly you dont want a thing.. Today i just feel so unwanted. I dont please you to love me and want me. Please do it naturally.. Mean what you say.. Sleeping With a heavy heart.. ;,(

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Im full of question marks on my head. Nothing is perfect in this world. Everything will start with failure and end with success. I just need those strong leg of mine to stand strong even though im falling apart, me myself and i are the one whose gonna go thru. Life is too complicated sumtimez. People will tend to not appreciate u like how u appreciate them, people will not love u as much as u love dem, people wouldnt care much bout u on how u care so much bout them. Thats life, life is unfair. If it is obstacles dosent exist in the dictionary. Brrr..

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Im soo pissed off with facebook!!!!!!

Look at this!!

I did nothing then suddenly this happen!